 Too many nicknames. Anw, this is the place where I rant/complain/swoon about things that I don't normally say to people. I am generally a reserved person who seems outgoing. Yes. I'm confused like that. Feel free to tag away~ I don't bite unless of course if u ruffle my feathers first. 
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 5:57 PM
Hahahahahahhahahahaa. Although I have a feeling this time won't be as easy as the first time because 1) I just recovered from a severe flu which still leaves my body not quite in tiptop condition and me still coughing every now & then and 2) Somehow my body got used to the idea of no late-night activities which means it now automatically shuts down past 12mn. GOD. HELP ME. Need to stock up on my caffeine & hope that I can blast some music in my shift later. Speaking of which, 설레임 COFFEE SHAKE IS THE BEST EVER! Yummy yum yumssssssssss.. Random outburst coz I'm drinking it now :P LOL. I so can't wait for attachments to be over. There's so many things that I wanna do before I officially start working. 1) Get my hair done. It's been so long since my hair has been taken care of. Nowadays, it's forever in a bun, it's boring. Thinking of changing colour and maybe bangs? HAHAHHAHAHAAA. 2) Go start on regular facial appointments. With shift work, I know my skin is getting from bad to worse. Need help from experts very very soon! 3) Go IKEA. Need to shop for alot of things for my room. I feel it's time for me to go on my solo shopping trip again. Gotta reorganise & revamp my room baby! No more clutters. 4) Get my aircon fixed. The weather is seriously getting damn hot nowadays. 5) Meet up with my girls. Just gotta catchup with all the latest happenings! Woooooooooohhhh!! There's actually many more things I planned to do but I shall save it or when I remember them :P Gotta start being organised about my wants and needs now coz as my momma says, I'm gg to be an adult soon and she's not kidding. 20 is damn old luh! *SOBS* Bye! Havta go bathe now so that I'll be smelling good the whole night! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! :D
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 3:39 PM
Ever since I started my PRCP, there's hardly been anytime for me to unwind and take an update on my life. Yes, it has been pretty hectic. And my body have not been at it's best lately. 3 MCs in 3 months might not seemed much but it does to me. It's like I have to be sick every month! I hate being sick. It just makes u feel tired & irritated most of the time. And the throbbing headache, oh god. It just puts one in a bad mood, u know? I do hope I can recover fast enough for this week's performance. It will be difficult for my crew if I can't make it. *Prays to god* Just have to work to get better ayye? DIYANA FIGHTING~!
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 2:39 AM
For bring home cake when I'm craving for it the most :)
Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 3:08 AM
It felt so real and I was really scared for my future.  I DREAMNT THAT I GOT MARRIED. And it's to someone my mom chose. A little history about my mother & I: I've always rebelled against everything my mother chose for me. And it's all for 1 VERY ABSOLUTELY GOOD reason. When my mom chooses something for her kids, she doesn't put herself in our shoes. She'll base her choices on what she likes/ love or what could benefit her most. I'm serious. I had a very bad argument with her regarding my secondary school choice back when I finished my PSLE. I wanted to go to my dream school because the seniors are friendly and that the environment seems very welcoming and familiar as I've went to visit a couple of times. My mom on the other hand, wants me to go to some other girls' school because she thinks the uniform is pretty. -.- Yes. That's her reason for wanting me to go to that school. And it doesn't help that my dream school has a higher cut-off point than that girls' school. Of course with god & my dad's help, I'm able to get enrolled into my dream school. I can't remember the last time I studied so hard before. I had to. It was either I get to go to TMS or I'd been thrown to that school. Yes. She still forced me to put it as my 2nd choice. OK, back to the nightmare. I have no idea why but this time I couldn't get out of this wedding. The ceremonies all went very smooth without a glitch and it was all over very fast. The next thing I knew I was on the wedding bed and it was already nightfall. I suddenly got out of my dazed state and realised what have been going on around me. I started to panic like shit man! I seriously was sweating and shaking so much, looking for a way to exit. The feeling was so real, it isn't funny. I felt that it was the end of my life. Getting married at such a young age. I just turned 19 for god's sake! There's so much more things I can do with my life without being tied down with someone and it's not even with someone I love! With all these thoughts going through my head, I was going crazy. Just then, the room door opened and my groom stepped in. I was so scared my heart nearly drop out of my chest. AND I WOKE UP. Anti-climax. I know. But you have NO IDEA how relieved I was. I kept thanking god that it was all a stupid nightmare. I was totally shaken. And it made me realised that I still have alot to accomplish in my life before I'm ready to settle down and all.
p.s. The groom is not that bad. He apparently has a good built & nice hair. But I can't see his face. Bummer.
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11:35 PM
     
@ 3:52 AM
That the most SHIOK feeling was when our mothers dig our ears for us? I miss that. And I went to ask my mother to help me dig like how she used to do. "U SIAO UH? GO DIG URSELF!" was what she said. :( I miss being a child.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 3:22 AM
(Either that or I miss JAYBUM too much) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. K.. Apparently I was in SEATTLE (dun ask me how I got there) And I was otw home from a dance competition. It was late like 12+mn? Yea... I was then harrassed by this group of teenage hooligans (prolly around 6ppl?) and being a small-sized girl that I am, I started to panic. But I read somewhere that these kind of ppl find pleasure in their victim's fear. So, I was trying my best to sound calm and undeterred by their behaviour. They were closing down on me, cornering me to a wall when I heard.. "YA! What are you guys doing?" All the men turned to that voice. And I saw JAYBUM. He isn't that tall. In fact the hooligans can out-height him anytime. BUT OMG THOSE MUSCLES. He's just wearing wife-beaters and those biceps... *swoons* I stood there stoned. Even when he motioned slyly for me to run. I just stood there, unable to move a single muscle, my eyes all this time focused on that face. It's really PARK JAYBUM. I couldn't remember what happened in between but I was suddenly pulled by someone and we ran a few good metres away from that place. When we managed to gather our breathes, I realised that JAYBUM had pulled me away. My legs almost gave way. I wasn't sure if it's because of the long run or that I'm standing in front of him. I gathered all my strength just to stand. "Hey kid. Need me to accompany you home? Where do you stay?" He said. I couldn't even talk. And I dun even know how a notebook and a pen was in my hands suddenly. Haha. So I scribbled my hotel address and showed it to him. *mentalheadsmack* He must have thought that I was mute. And yea... It was a silent walk back to my hotel and when we are at the entrance, he ruffled my hair saying "Next time don't stay out too late 'aite?". After which he turned, hands in his pocket, and walked away. I suddenly have this rushed feeling. The feeling that if I didn't do it now, It's almost impossible for a next time. And so I breathed in and say "JAYBUM OPPA! KAMSAHAMNIDA." and I bowed for a good 3seconds. I then looked up to see his face, eyes wide open. I can practically feel the heat rush up to my face as I made a mad dash into the hotel lobby and I saw Tuti. "Where have you been..? We were looking all over for you!" ............................................................................................................... This dream seriously made me damn happy when I woke up. GREAT START TO A DAY~! :D |
